Well Never thought that I would be here trying to write something in a blog for the world to see. I guess its like a journal.
Today Marks four weeks to Christmas. At this point in time i just wish that it would bypass. My boyfriend is currently on deployment overseas amongst many of our friends. They have been been gone for two months now!! They are all due back home safe and sound sometime in April!!
People don't really understand what I am going through each and everyday! They think they know BUT have know idea!
I am thankful for my daughter to keep me going each and everyday. Her hugs and kisses and bright smiles keep me warm and happy. As I'm sure she is finding it hard to understand why Daddy is not around! All she knows and Remembers is that Daddy went on a bus and he is far away! She does know that Daddy loves her very much and misses her so!
We take loads of pictures of our daily adventures so he wont feel left out. The calls and the emails that we receive from him, means a great deal to US and to hear Abby say she loves her daddy when she talks to him makes me melt every time!
Last week we mailed out his Christmas Parcel in hoping that he will me "home" to open it and not away some place like he has been. He just got back from being away for 27 days!! I really hope and pray that they stay close by for awhile. I did receive a letter from him today that brought tears to my eyes and i also found out that he finally received his first parcel that we sent to him!!
He may not be here around the Holidays but he will me in my heart an thoughts throughout this holiday season. He will be home in 9 weeks for HLTA and We will be having a Christmas on our own when he is home for those 3 weeks. I am very proud of my Soldier!! I stand behind him and support him the best way that I know how!!
Miss and Love you Very Much Baby!!! XOXOXOXOX
