Are you Kidding MEEEEE!!!!!!

Hmm where to start...well been sometime since I have last wrote but things got a little busy around here. So lets see where to start.
Well the Boyfriend came home for a few weeks. It was great to have him here. My daughter and him had some major catching up to do as well me. We shared some great laughs and did some family things. Now that Abby is getting older we can do something that we couldn't do with here before.
Then one day out of the blue my lovely BF proposed to me and of course I cried and said YESSSS!!! We had a lovely Valentine's Day getaway from out lil one for the night. I was really nice to have some one on one time with him with out Abby about.
Now its back to just me and Abby for a few more weeks then he will be home for good!! I so can't wait.
So this month I have been doing well and attending the Gym a few times a week YAY me.....and been keeping busy. We have been getting some really nice spring weather and I am soaking it all in lol
I had a bit of a tiff with a girl that i know and its just so not fair as she thinks that I am rubbing it in when I post stuff on my FB about my baby calling me... I post it up cause I am HAPPY and EXCITED and for his family as well. Her hubby is away as well and he dont call home much. Its not my FAULT that my Fiance calls me or chats on MSN with me. What am I suppose to do not speak with him. She wanted me to STOP posting stuff on my FB ... its my life and I write what i want on there. Its not there for her its there for me and if she don't like it then don't read it.

I soooo Can't wait till this tour is done with and have my sweetie back home so that we can be a family again.

Miss him and so PROUD of him!!!!

3 weeks

Wow it just seemed like yesterday that it was going to be a month till my boyfriend was coming home and now we are at three weeks!!! Where had the week go? I have asked myself over and over. I guess I have been busy and have not realized that it had disappear right before my eyes!!
Don't get me wrong I am not complaining one bit. I just now the next 3 weeks will be the same. I have been busy getting things ready for hi home coming and plus my 2 yrs keeps me pretty busy as well!

Last night my friend came over and her hubby is away with mine so we get together and keep each other company when needed!! This is not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I keep thinking that if him and i can get through this we can get through anything..
Well I guess I best go as my lil one wants to watch a movie and cuddle...she had a great chat with Daddy this morning and is as much excited as I am!!! :)

So the count down is on!!! 4 weeks

So its finally 2010!!

This year so far has been going great even though its the 3rd day in!! I can honestly say that I have made it through the Christmas Holidays! Thanks to great Friends, great good and lots of laughs!

The 2009 left with a BANG!! My lovely Boyfriend sent me some BEAUTIFUL roses and a cute Teddy Bear for our daughter.

As sit here sipping on coffee watching my lil girl dancing to the music that is being played on Treehouse I wonder what its going to be like this time next month?!! I am looking forward to February more than anything. Not because my birthday is that month but because my Boyfriend is coming home for 3 weeks!!! we have been apart since September!! We can finally be a family again for those 3 wonderful weeks!!

My daughter and I are getting very excited to his arrival. Just to see her face when she see's daddy coming off the plane and through the doors. My boyfriend says that I will be crying for hours lol I told him he is wrong but I'm sure he is right lol

We don't have a lot of snow but it has been freezing COLD!!! Brrrrr
I so want spring to get here soon!!

Have a great Week !!

One week to Christmas Eve!!

Ok so its 1 week till Christmas Eve!!!
I ask myself this question.... Am I prepared??? The Answer is this....NO!!!!

If I could cancel Christmas for a few more months then I sooo would. All I want for Christmas this yeah is to have my man in uniform HOME!!!! As many other people out there that are in my situation would think the same!!!

Ya HLTA is coming up soon BUT its NOT the same. the past few days has been very rough on the both of US!!!! He is missing home and Family and I am missing him and need him home!! I injured my back a few days ago.... trying to look after my 2 yr and not being able to move let alone do much has been VERY hard!!! Yes I kn ow it could be worse My house is a complete mess and i feel so alone. Abby tries her best to help me and its very sweet of her. i am very LUCKY to have her and to have a great neighbour who went and bought me some stuff to help my back!! So I am very Thankful for him!!!

On Tuesday its coming up 3 mos of the tour being halfway done YAY look at the time go NOT!!!! Well it hasn't been to bad it has its UPS and its DOWNS!!! I do know it has brought me and my bf CLOSER that's for sure. Our communication has been sooo AWESOME!! I LOVE him SOOO MUCH!!!!

Confused

Sometimes I feel that I am the only one here. It feels that im not trusted and I really hate feeling like this. Just wish that i could be trusted its not like i have done someonthing to not be not trusted...... this makes me sooooooooooo MAD!!!

A Letter To Home

Well yesterday I received a nice suprise. It was a letter from my b/f. I was so happy to read it and it made me cry. Thinking about all the stuff that he is missing out on while he is away. Wishing he was here right now to hold me and tell me that everything will be just fine.
Then this morning I ran to my computer and logged into facebook to see that he was online. So I said hello and he said hello back YAY!!! He told me that he was going to download Skype and he was going to call me.
The one thing I hate about the calls to home is the SATT phones. The suck and the cut out and there is a few second delays. so at times when I have so much to say I forget these things as its soo overwheleming to hear his voice. He has only been back to his "home" base for a few days to find out that he is going to be leaving AGAIN!!!! The phones will be down for a week but he said it didnt matter as they will be away and have a SATT phone where ever they will be next
It was great to hear from him for that time begining it was like as if he was here with me and not 10,0000kms away. This month is just about over and so is this week.

9 weeks to go for HLTA :) YAY

4 Weeks till Christmas

Well Never thought that I would be here trying to write something in a blog for the world to see. I guess its like a journal.

Today Marks four weeks to Christmas. At this point in time i just wish that it would bypass. My boyfriend is currently on deployment overseas amongst many of our friends. They have been been gone for two months now!! They are all due back home safe and sound sometime in April!!

People don't really understand what I am going through each and everyday! They think they know BUT have know idea!

I am thankful for my daughter to keep me going each and everyday. Her hugs and kisses and bright smiles keep me warm and happy. As I'm sure she is finding it hard to understand why Daddy is not around! All she knows and Remembers is that Daddy went on a bus and he is far away! She does know that Daddy loves her very much and misses her so!

We take loads of pictures of our daily adventures so he wont feel left out. The calls and the emails that we receive from him, means a great deal to US and to hear Abby say she loves her daddy when she talks to him makes me melt every time!

Last week we mailed out his Christmas Parcel in hoping that he will me "home" to open it and not away some place like he has been. He just got back from being away for 27 days!! I really hope and pray that they stay close by for awhile. I did receive a letter from him today that brought tears to my eyes and i also found out that he finally received his first parcel that we sent to him!!

He may not be here around the Holidays but he will me in my heart an thoughts throughout this holiday season. He will be home in 9 weeks for HLTA and We will be having a Christmas on our own when he is home for those 3 weeks. I am very proud of my Soldier!! I stand behind him and support him the best way that I know how!!

Miss and Love you Very Much Baby!!! XOXOXOXOX